WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES

I'm going to  write each mourning or  latter on through the day .  and again at the end  of  each  day
I wont do that . i don't follow time in that way .i know night from day  and  mid night  from noon
 but  to  say mourning   to means when i wake up . close my eyes and i see a  box's ,around 5 inches high . filed with papers  unneetly, in there order , from  the upper reach of this hill of forms stick out  a book  and   on this was a  frame  that had a document within it . glass dirty with what looks like drips of dry coffee  over  one corner  . frame was made  of wood  Tuckie pine
,stianes
and  with a,oily looking varnish. i look at what I'm seeing inside  my closed eyes and  I'm seeing ,my life  in time thrown into a box and now become discarded in itself,ended ,finished and no longer needed , the frame holds onto a merryory that's worth keeping hold of , hences,
 the  glass to cover it and frame,
 to make it safe .keep it safe ,
 and
 the paper . well," thats  meaningless ",just crap" that we are made to endue ,for ??????????????????????????
 . THIS is my  bitch , why because were alive , a system ,be what ever that system is .
 rides us , me  .you . all of us , and  Hay! How ?? do you think they ,have been given any right to do that to me ,
 fuck  it all ,i do feel strong about this
 or whats any thing really mean then
  if you doing have meaning  to life itself .

the wicker-man . was or might of been is the better way to  think of it .  it would be a big thing  , a yearly event
 the people would look forward to it  ,why ,?because with it would come  bounty floods of food,well being . for Now ,that point in time ,your safe  warm and felling good about yourself .9 to 10 months time ,in the start of a winter you might feel different .and if food runs out  ,well ,lease  said the better  ,there .
 Summer comes the harvest, food becomes warmth, health.good tidings.
the human is a animal after all .
what do you think ?
do you like the end of the summer.
Spring is a time of growth
Back to the box . its a view of my worlds time  becoming stilted has every things  become ?
things are?
I am?
29th Jan 2012
I will hold all countrys to account.
I will ecpect the best at all times by any person or persoians. that mess use any power or control they may be given ,
I will hold any wrongs to be righted , and
I also beleve in, do untto others as you would have done unto yourself.
do no eveil
dont fuck the naboures wife .dont throw stons ,if your inside a glass house
have money ,so you dont need to steal
I also bleave  that some people are so broken ,theres no point in wasting time trying to fix them.waste of time  compleatly.  the sad thing is to ,these same people will be  treuly wounderfil in so many other ways too.   yet they will  have this broken part that will alwaaays stop them from working at 100 per cent
I think ,you should let me make those desicesions for you all.
I know would would not, ever cheat you or anyone for that matter .